Hiippie

Hey sid, im not in that much pain ya knw not always anw.

ok thats besides the point for now. i wrote thing, i dont know if its a poem or just something else.
here goes:

I don't wanna think of any bad memories or any thing bad.
though bad memories are really nothing when you look back at them.
you just remember how silly there were back then and we would just laugh it off.
I can't wait to be with the one I truly love.
I can't hang on for another minute w/out being in your arms.
I feel safe and protect and I feel that no one would hurt cos you're there protecting me.
It's a great feeling to feel, such a warm soulful feeling that its hard to explain.
Like an angel watching over but you're more than that.
You are everything to me.

Though I say I won't think of the negatives,
Some how I do. I realize what is going on.
At first, I don't sense what you're feeling.
I mean, you're so full of it and i am not.
i don't knw why. but now i do cause i figured
the more u are further away frm me,
the more i yearn for you. i more terrified i am
of losing you.

it's not just a saying
to be shrugged off.
any thing can happen and we don't see it coming
i want to cherish every single minute we have with each other
cos time
won't wait for any thing. time is a bitch actually.

when i am sad, i can this warmth
and i knw its you.
you're in my heart and mind.
always guiding me through,
always making me smile with our little moments.
memories they are, just memories...
but when do i get to be with you?

brown turn to green
and i turn away when i see two people loving each other
enjoy and relishing their own moment.
i want to be happy but i can't
but i also cant also turn into a green monster
thats not the way darling would want me to be.
loves

- crappy but it's a try(: