Life's Not Fair

People say life's not fair, live with it. Well I can't fucking live with it cause it's going to ruin my life forever!

I can't go to a school that gives me a diploma cause my parents think that I can't make it to a university there. They only think that a school which offers an A' Level course will. But I already know what I want to do. Why do I waste my time going to Junior College that won't help me in my university years? Why can't they allow me to be happy? I'm not happy to go to a fucking JC since I already know what I want to do. And I didn't purposely wanna go to a Polytechnic just to get a diploma just so I can go back to Australia. Bloody fuck, no, OK?

I'm doing that. I wanna go to a nursing course cause I know I like it, it's interesting caring for people and taking care of them. I don't get. Why can't they let me do what I want? I don't know what to say anymore. Nothing I do can change this. I don't know what to do. I don't to waste my time in a fucking JC. I don't want to do that