People always get stuck in a dilemma, hmm wonder why?

Like I said, it's too good to be true. Kyle didn't treat me that same way he did the first time. Hah, well, ok maybe I was expecting a little too much? Maybe but oh well, he is still nice and that he still went through all the pain listening to me. Phft, whatever is it, we are still have casual conversations.

Moving on, I am getting my O' Level results later today. Now it's almost 10.30 and I'm getting it at 2 pm. I'm getting anxious already. I don't what the outcome would be like. Would I cry happy or cry sad?? Or would I just give a blank look? I pick the 3rd one, haha. I don't know. My parents would want me to get 20 points and below, that makes you go to a Junior College. But is that really what I want? To just satisfy my parents and not really think of what I want to do?

Well, I know what I want to do. I bloody well know that but it's just that I don't think my parents will allow me to do that. And Hafriz said, "Just rebel for once, dude." Cos it's my choice and my future. Oh man, now I'm stuck. Do I please my parents or do I follow my dreams? It's so hard cos when I argue with them, they get their way round, I don't know how they do it but they just do. Life isn't always that simple, Aiishah. Gotta fucking live with it.

So yes, after I got back my results, I must call dad, then mum, hmm, maybe mummy would be later cos she's a teacher too and that she would be doing the same thing as my teachers. Issueing out the results to her own student. So I can't called her right away. Next would be nenek! (a.ka. grandmother). She just called me few minutes ago and told me to call her when I get back my results and said good luck. My sister should be the one I call next. Then my seniors who have graduated from school. And lastly, meeting up with my friends and my juniors who be going around and asking people, how they did.

Right, I'm waiting for Scott right now. Bloody hell, promise me to get online at 10 and now he hasn't shown up. Thanks man, really appreciate that. Phft.