Friends are here to stay

After much thinking and drying up my delicate brain cells, I have given to my parents wants and that is to take up and A' Level cert. Yes that was after a long talk with my mum, thank god it's her, or else I would get to piss off and frustrated if it was dad who was helping me with my decisions.

So after the long decision making, I went online to do the application work but it sucked. Sucked like hell, cos I try to enter the application but it didn't work. It said my first choice course is not eligible for me. I'm like, hey got enough for the cut off points and the code is correct, so whats wrong?

Never mind, tmr I shall get down to it. I'm too piss off at the website. Anyway, this where our lives change. Friends would go separate ways, even if we were to be in the same path, we may not be the same like we use to. Our environment and surroundings is what that will affect our personality and mould us into an adult. Whether sensible or not. If some bother to make sure their frienship stays strong, I believe that we must make the most littlest effort to try and stay in contact. With different settings and different tasks asign to us in school and of course a different and bigger set of responsibilties, it is hard to keep in touch with old friends.

Some friends are worth keeping, like those who made a positive impact in your life when you were in secondary school. For those you dispise at heart but put on a mask in the surface, well, that shouldn't be kept contact. This is in my opinion. I also think, in new schools, we get new friends and its natural that you would want to hang out with your new friends cause you can now relate better to them due to many things in common. But if it was me, I would not want to neglect my old best pals because 4 years friendship in secondary school can really beat the 2 rushing years in junior college. I don't know, thats what I think or maybe some thing will happen and that it totally change my perspective 360 degrees. Lol.

I am leaving behind secondary school and heading to higher instituiton. New environment, new people. But my deep memories of the time I spent in school with friends, the ups and downs, laughter, tears and screams will not be forgtten. Cheeky jokes, high class spirits, gossip, these are the little, tiny memories that made my experience in my secondary school enjoyable, memorable and very precious that I can't bear to abolish it from my memory. The memories and life lessons are here to stay and forever will.

But when I head to my school, a new life, a breath of fresh air, new people, new challenges. I have to look forward and take a huge leap so that I won't be living in the past. That's not good cause the past is the past. Time stops for no one, so the only thing I can do is to go forward but that doesn't mean I will forget my past. Without my past, I won't be who I am now in the present and challenges and experience I faced now in the present will prepare me for what's coming in the future :) Thats life, live with it (can't believe I said that, gosh)