Ok, i better say this, do it and maintain this. Some one smack me if I don't, alright? Cos I was asking my sis whats her new year resolution. And yeah she gave me a few and I told her mine. The first thing I told her was, I wanna move on. She knows and this bloody diary knows what I mean. I am tired of this. I don't wanna cry every night any more. Its so tiring. And changing this habit isn't going to come in the click of the finger, I may cry again after I post this but I will slowly change my ways. I have to let it go, I can't be living in the pass. It hurts, it is hard to do and I don't know what will happen to me after that.
But one celebrity once said, I think it was Leanne Rimes. She said something like, "Fear can hold you back from so many wonderful things in life, so I make myself go for things I'm afraid of. Worry aferwards".
Well, what am I afraid of? Well you know, losing the one I love but I figure I have to lose him so that we won't hurt each other anymore (whenever I say this, I cry). So now just let it go and worry what will happen next after I have manage to let Him go. Though he is dearly missed:(
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