after vomiting out my thoughts and what i wish i could say to my boyfriend, i feel a little at peace now(: but yes i still feel very sad. i feel torn aprt, again. should i tell him? or should i not? will i be happier after all this? will i get jealous if he does find someone new? or will cristian find a better person? i don't know, there are so many questions. and i don't know the answers to the questions. i wish for something, but i don't know what is that. i don't know what i want. it's ridiculous. i hope people pass by and comment, i mean, give good constructive comments, not spamming me. or whatever. i just hope whatever happens, happens for a good reason. and i guess karma will do the job as well.
once evrything here is settled, i guess i won'te be so lovey dovey, cos i guess this 'thing' should be over. so i'm gonna blog stuff that makes more sense to me. and tear all those stuff at the sides of my blog(:
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hey mate you kno wat, wat ever happens,happens for good.... and its only gud tat can happen to people who are good... and if that doesnt happen now, then it means somethin better is in store for ya tas al. whic s on its way.. there are so many better and bigger things in life .. wel this is just 2 make urself feel gud tas all...and just look at things in an optimistic manner,im sure u ll enjoy each an every second of life and trust me there r so many gud things in life whic we can look at and feel gud... :)
thanks mate (: but ya know it's so hard to be optimistic, i dont know why
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