Tuesday, February 24, 2009

chemistry doesnt work

god damn it, today was a wreck, esp in the morning. the rest was ok. not seems to surprise me no more, or should i say nothing seems to excite me or makes me laugh anymore. like what the hell? whats wrong with me? am i not human??

anw, chemistry, economics and math are my 3 main subject and chemistry and math are the crucial subjects that will enable me to into NUS nursing with double honours. god! why chem? man im stuck with this cos its the only way for me to get into nursing. why didnt i just get a diploma in nursing instead of degree? oh wait, a degree is waay better than diploma, yeah but in what ways?? =.= that i still dont get. thats besides the point. im trying to get use to the indepedent study and getting use to chemistry lessons 4 times a week. 4 TIMES! in a freaking week! and i wanna kill some one right now who's suppose to be here with me but aint here. =.=

i think im having mood swings, god! im so piss off with the world and my head's hurting. its cracking, compressing and evrything. it hurts! really badly. i dont wanna get a migrane like my mum. please dont :/ im so tired...

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