Mummy

i want to be a mummy, yeah a mother. i want to be a mother. i wanna go through pregnancy and all stuff that women go through. i think to myself, i dont mind being a young mother right now but i knw i am not fully aware of the consequences if tht we to happen. when i look at babies, it makes me want to have one on my own. i really do want to having kids, alots of kids but not like 14 with 8 identical twins. 14's too much for me. but yeah i would like a big family.

i know i would be so scared too to raise a child when im still a kid. i cant be independent right now, i really cant. but i want a child, lol, i told tht to scott. well, luckily he doesnt mind :) we love each other and he would be a responsible, i just know it