love story

we are so young but we wanna be together forever so badly. i yearn for you so much. we don't care about anything but us. just the both of us.

i wanna lay down with you, feel your security from your strong arms. i don't want you to let me go because i would feel at such a loss. i wanna be able to hug you, kiss you, show my love for you but i can't do that. we're parted by the ocean. im waiting for that day whereby no one can stop me from seeing you. we're so perfect just that the distance is what's keeping us apart. i always imagine this:

laying in bed with you, with my head resting on your chest. hearing your steady breathe. i'm so afraid that you would stop breathing as i wrap my arms tighter around you. i think to myself why does loving someone is never easy, why is it so complicated? why can't people just be happy for us that we wanna be together? i realize i can't please everyone. Scott says i should stop thinking about others and start thinking about what i really want which is us. I'm sorry thats the way i grew up, i put others first before myself. i can never stop crying cos i defy my family to pursue happiness, my own happiness but it comes with a cost.