hey sid, its a long story for me to comment on your blog, so i decided to spill it here. Yeah i am in pain, as always. i guess im gonna be labeled that away forever. haha, yikes, no. but i say this blog is like my book and pen for me to pout out all my negative feelings and cry over them. i am a cheerful person when i want to be but so happens i choose this blog to vomit out all my cries and wails, all my heartbreaking moments and shattering encounters.
yeah im still not over the fact that my previous boyfriend is m.i.a, gone, i dont know what happen to him, i cant contact him at all and i blame myself for him being m.i.a. i havent stop blaming, i just can't. because when we're together, it's always been me who spoils everything. i gave all my heart out to cristian and i always think he never appreciates what i do. On the flipside, i learn that loving is bout giving and dont matter what having any in return. sadly i was always expecting him to do something in return but i didnt get any, i got so pissed and annoyed, it drove him crazy. and tht leads to driving him away. i totally screwed up.
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hey mate.... remem 1 thing. if u wanna b a noble n a gr8 person in life thn learn hw 2 give somethin without expecting anything.. think an imagine urself 2 b as a person who is in this world oly 2 give n never to take..
u seem 2 b in gr8 pain n despair.. n as a fellow human being i feel bad... get wel soon dear.. :)
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