Shattered

"what you me need for huh?" that spat, that angry remark, though it was some what a year ago, it still stings :((( i can't stop the hurt i have but every time i counter it by saying i've hurt him more. that was just one remark, i guess he didnt mean it.

but when i said to myself, i've hurt him more, it makes me feel even worst. i cant help it. it still rings in my head and the hurt is still being felt strongly in my heart. its fine, not broken, but there are stitches and scars that will always stay there as a mark of remembrance. i dont know if i can live with that. one year, so many things have come and go, and im still stagnant here. next week is good friday, i still kinda remember when we're both online and we talk and it was on a good friday holiday. memories, sweet but when being remembered now, its all bitter and sad. there's no sign happiness, only longing. i long for you to come back to me but i know its never gonna happen.