Being away from each other

after we fought, i didnt break up with cris. we are stilll together.
but i guess this fight is my turning point cos i've realised something.
things cant always go my way. and being patient now is my top priority.
i realise if i dont be patient, our relationship cant workout, we will keep argueing.
and when we argue, it gets really tiring and frustrating.
i must be happy that i still have my boyfriend, and he was once patient enough take my nonsense.
but i cant take his patience for granted, but too late, i took for granted.
i've lost his trust, and it was so heartbreaking to hear that)):

i guess the only thing i have now is to be patient and trust that my baby will do well for his studies. i love cris so much. i miss him so badly. wish we weren't far aprt from each other.